Monday, June 4, 2012

eating my words

a few blog posts ago, and many many months ago, i stated that we were willing to wait years for our next son.  YEARS.  well.  even though i really don't want to wait that long, it looks like that might be the case.  it ain't ideal.  i don't like it.  and there is NOTHING i can do about it.  ugh.  its just the plain truth of it for now.

in the mean time, it looks like we might have some major adventures on the horizon that would be more difficult with 2 kids vs. 1.  so perhaps there is a silver lining. . . at least for now. i just wish wish wish i hadn't told luther all about this adoption.  every time he throws a coin in a fountain he wishes for a brother.